Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Life is never what you expect it to be....

or normal in my case for all that matters...

So last night S and I had a talk, it started as a text that turned into a phone call that ended in he can't deal with a long distance relationship. I was blindsided by this, so today I walked around numb, I'm still numb and maybe tomorrow will be a better day :(

No workout, not eating enough, and just general malaise on my part today.....geez pre-surgery, I would have headed for the Ice Cream section in the store and settled in with a spoon and 1/2 gallon...times have changed for me!

3 comments:

Janine said...

Sorry to hear that things with S are not working out. It must be hard trying to cope with the long distance thing.

Cmay said...

Aaaww....that is rough. Especially if it just seemingly came out of nowhere. I hope you are able to find some healthy ways to grieve the loss.

Tiff said...

I'm just returning to life.... and just catching up on my favorite blogs.

I'm disappointed to hear this.... I read your most recent post, and it sounds like you have a lot going on.

Just know that my thoughts are with you.... I've come to enjoy you - and wish the best for you!

Have faith... things will work out for you!!!! (I tell myself that everyday... eventually, it will sink in..... I hope.. ha ha ha)